The hardest thing
We both know that I shouldn't be here
This is wrong
And baby it's killing me
It's killing you
But both of us trying to be strong
I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
Someone else who loves me
And trusted me fast asleep
I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
He's been good to me
And he deserves better than that
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you i don't love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry
I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my hearts not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending i don't love you
I know we'll meet again
Fate has a place and time
So you can get on with your life
I've got to be cruel to be kind
Like Doctor Zhivago
All my love i'll be sending
And you'll never know
'Cause there can be no happy ending
BYE BYE LOVE (:
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I just want to
FLY.
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Sick
Ming : hot on bed u no put
Ming : :x
Me : oh ya
Me : i forgot.
Me : later I go addd okay?
So here I am adding this.
So what if he's hot on bed.
Perhaps he's just good at sex and nothing else.
xD
Flu's hitting on me.
Follwed by cough & sore throat.
GAHHHHH !
Sick sick.
;(
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7 qualities of my perfect lover
7 qualities of my perfect lover
Opposite : Male
- Gentlemen
- Listener
- Positive
- Presentable
- Refreshing
- Thoughtful
- Understanding
Tag 7 more people.
Colin, Dominic, Elina, James, Jian, Karlington, Siting.
:D
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<3
He went from Suntec to Marina Square to Cinelesiure just to buy my favourite Subway cookies.
That's very sweet of him.
<3
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24 hours sleep
I need 24 hours of sleep to replenish my beauty & energy.
-yawns-
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Summaries
8 april,
Met up with Siting & Shuling in bus to Weida's chalet at Changi village. Had a mini bbq session facing the sea. Headed to parkway parade to fetch my beloved yan & met baby for a while. Waited at some wu lu street for Edrick to let us pop into his car. We didn't know anyone over there except for Edrick and so we just entertain ourselves till we made a few acquaintance.
9 april,
Headed back to Weida's chalet in the morning and had branch with them before heading home to change. Met baby up in the evening and back to chalet for a session of majong. Went over to Changi beach and set there through out the night havin deep thoughts. But everything is fine now.
11 to 13 april,
Had orientation whereby I get to meet fresh faces which I'm gonna get along with them for the next 3 years or so. They were friendly & lame. And I hope we could get along well as times goes by.
14 april,
Though I had to work during good friday, but my night was fun with baby, Colin, Dominic, Elina & Victor around. With N.Y.D.C for dinner and slacking session over at Plaza Sing's Macdonal.
16 april,
Simple quality day with baby. Had our branch over at Kayu after work, followed by a bus ride to and fro Jurong East. And lastly, dinner over at Chomp Chomp.
As for today, it's my first day of school. And tutorial were fun & interesting. As for lecture, the lecturer just showed us attitude as we were late for a few minutes and let us off in no time as three quarter of the class didn't purchase their maths textbook.
And for those days that are not mention, I'm working and there's nothing I want to blog about. I'm just dragging myself to work each day. Nothing forward to look about as every working day are the same with hitting of target, maintaince & nagging from here and there.
My one week of summary can't be compared to Shank's one day of happening.
):
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shankified
This entry is dedicated to Shank.
Though it's the don't know how many entries I wrote about him.
But this gonna come with a start and a conclusion.
It's not gonna have an ending, as our friendship will continue to flow.
2 years back, when Internet Relay Chat was one that kills bordem,
a pea started to grow into a bean stalk by the name of friendship.
Everyone started off with being strangers.
It's just how you gonna maintain the ship to keep it operating.
I remember our first met up.
I'm dressed in my school uniform while he's in his adidas jacket.
We met at dhoby ghaut mrt station and headed to plaza sing to shop at carrefour.
We're always on the phone.
Almost everyday.
On your way to work, after work & even during work.
And at that time, I'm taking my O level too.
We talk about everything & anything.
Bitch about, lame around.
It's fun talking to him.
Cause he's always entertaining me with his lame shits.
And there's time when we talk about serious issues like our life & future.
He was always the one who never failed to be there when I was down.
He never turned me away.
I could tell him all my problems and he'd try to console me or solve it for me.
He was my pillar of strength indeed.
There was once, I was really down in the ditch, after a failed relationship.
It was really a bad one.
He was the one who woke me up from that pathethic state.
He was the one who was encouraging me througout,
and brain washed me.
Till now I still kept those "motivated sms."
Shank,
I'm really thankful for everything that you have done to me.
From the naive me, to a better independent me.
You changed me with your words.
And made me pick them up.
You cheer me up.
You make me laugh & smile endlessly.
I wasn't possible
without her beside me as a guiding friend.
You're one friend
I'll never forget, least take forgranted.
Till now.
I just want you to know.
You're the dearest friend to me.
Ever.
For all the good & bad times that you've been there for me,
thank you.
Ps: To be continue . .
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Ah yan
ah yan ^^ says:
Ur hm now no spider
ah yan ^^ says:
u go fuck e wall lah
ah yan ^^ says:
*nb
ah yan ^^ says:
:x
ah yan ^^ says:
& teng teng behind
She's
GP002807 from
SGS76How could she do this to me ?
)):
20 minutes later,
ah yan ^^ says:
mich
ah yan ^^ says:
u're my .. ugliest accident
ah yan ^^ says:
:]
ah yan ^^ says:
left a scar in my heart
ah yan ^^ says:
HAHAHHWAhahHAha
ah yan ^^ says:
U know our bonds are so strong lah
Alright,
She's my
beautiful disaster.
xD
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Should I stay or should I go ?
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Shop-ed
Mr Kuan Wei bought Subway's cookies for me again.
He's my cookie provider.
Never fails to hide it in my locker.
Thanks for buying me the tinker bell.
I'll make sure I tie her up & never to leave me again.
Got myself a Adidas jacket.
It's gonna provide me with warmth everywhere I go.
Yan & I reserved a Giodarno Junior Moo t-shirt.
It's so cute please.
We're gonna wear it together next week.
Wanted to give my parent a treat,
but my dad wasn't free.
So perhaps it's gonna be next week.
I need to do something.
I'm breaking the bonding.
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