Beautiful Disaster

Finally

Yan's finally online in msn.
after 5 days of mia.
I so miss chatting with her.

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Her warnings ;

I really hate people to slit/cut their wrist.
Such an inresponsible act.
How wld their loved ones feel ?
You're the one in pain , people who love & care for you , its much pain in their heart.
You're physically , people are emotionally !
Everything you do , every choices you made, might adversely affect someone .
Better don't let me catch you cut yourself again.
If i really catch you doing that.
& if you really want to CUT , don't let me know.
I will flare up , IM SERIOUS i tell you.
If you don't even LOVE yourself , you don't have ANY rights to LOVE anybody .
Learn to love yourself more .

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Got through the interview.
And i'm starting work next wednesday.
At tampinese isetan.
Working full shift ALONE.
One promoter per day.
How am i suppose to survive?
>_<~

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