Dying
I'm dying.
Vomitted yesterday,
followed by a fever.
Which lead to gastric today.
Feeling so terrible.
Elina & ShinYi are setting off
to
China tonight.
Bon voyage to them.
Please get me some kawaii stuff back.
Or grab me a panda that looks like me.
geeee !
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Creative sale
Oh gosh.
I
gain-ed weight.
In excess of 55kg.
Any idea how to lose
5kg of fats without going to
slimming center ?
Here's my plan ;
- two meals per day
-
No titbits allow
- less quantity of everythingy munchy
GRRRRR ~
Anyway,
went to
creative warehouse sale today.
Bought back my old mp3.
As it's the only mp3 that uses
rechargable battery via usb.
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Heartbreak
Today is my last day
of giving tuition.
Reason ?
Not clear.
His dad told me that Jeremy is going.
Going to?
I don't know.
Anyway,
Met up with Sandy today.
She became so thin.
She eat like one meal per day ?
Due to her full time studies.
Both tuition & self-studies.
Hope she won't give herself too much stress.
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I never wanted us to
fade outResting on a love that
fell apartWhere are you,
I need youYou still have my heart . . .
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Sighs
We are so bored during chinese intensive
that we drew naked monsters.
If i got the chance to scan it,
i'll load it up here.
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If there is someone . . .
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sighs *
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Redhill
We went all the way to
Redhillto get some cup cakes that are hardly
found in singapore.
But the shop didn't open.
So we ended up buying a handbag
at
Tiong Bahrufor
XinYi's mum whose birthday falls tomolo.
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Finally
Yan's finally online in msn.
after 5 days of
mia.
I so miss chatting with her.
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Her
warnings ;
I really hate people to slit/cut their wrist.
Such an inresponsible act.
How wld their loved ones feel ?
You're the one in pain , people who love & care for you , its much pain in their heart.
You're physically , people are emotionally !
Everything you do , every choices you made, might adversely affect someone .
Better don't let me catch you cut yourself again.
If i really catch you doing that.
& if you really want to CUT , don't let me know.
I will flare up , IM SERIOUS i tell you.
If you don't even LOVE yourself , you don't have ANY rights to LOVE anybody .
Learn to love yourself more .
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Got through the interview.
And i'm starting work
next wednesday.
At
tampinese isetan.
Working full shift
ALONE.
One promoter per day.
How am i suppose to survive?
>_<~
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Sniff
My nose is gonna drop off
if this killing flu continus.
*
sniff *
Still considering if
i should seat for my
chinese 0 level paper
on the 30 may.
0 % of confidence.
5 % of preparation.
95 % chance of failing.
If i got the confidence to pass
i would have re-take my paper last year.
But i just gave up after knowing that
i got a D7 for the first trial.
Those who know me should know my standed of chinese.
It's CMI.
Ever since primary school.
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I try
Sore throat & flu
are killing me !
):
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Games, changes and fears.When will they go from here?When will they stop?I believe that fate has brought us here,And we should be together.But we're not.I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you .
I'll keep my cool, but I'm fiendin'I try to say goodbye and I choke.Try to walk away and I stumble.Though I try to hide it, it's clear.My world crumbles when you are not near.I may appear to be free,But I'm just a prisoner of your love.And I may seem all right and smile when you leave,But my smiles are just a front.Just a front, I play it off, but I'm dreaming of youI'll keep my cool, but I'm fiendin'-sighs *
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Mr Shank
Akon - LonelyI got
phobia of this song.
It's playing
everywhere.
Everyone is singing
' lonely ~
i'm so lonely.
I had nobody,
on my own. '
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Please click here *Legendary
Shank.
He's
so tann-ed.
OMG.
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Red dunks for her
Feel like
piaking Jeremy.
He
failed all his subjects.
ARGH !
He's
intelligent,
but he's just
plain lazy to operate his brain.
Anyway,
went to
Queensway today
to accompany
Jolin to buy dunks.
hope she likes the taste i choose for her.
And as for
Siting,
hope she'll
recover asap.
prays *
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Killer flu
1.27am,
and i'm still here.
Feeling so
terrible.
Can't breath properly.
My table is flooded with tissues.
A lil hill of it.
*sniff*
My head is spinning.
And the reason i'm not in bed
is to comfort my friend who's down.
Hope she's feeling better.
HUGs *
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Stuck-ed
I didn't manage to catch the 7pm tv programme
shown on channel 8.
And it's the
last episode today.
All thanks to the
traffic jam @
Ubi
that got me
stucked in the bus for an
hour before this girl here in school U-ed reachs home.
ARGH !~
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Bad results
Results out.
Badly done.
Gonna
brush up !):
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A cut & it bleeds.-
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My life
Games of
pool with
Jolin &
Siting.
Cycling at
east coast park with
Ming.
That's my life ;
Healthy lifestyle !
(:
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City life
One day tour around
citywith
Siting &
Jolin.
((x
I didn't know FM93.3
plays english songs too.
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Any rich ass willing to sponser mea pair of tickets to Kylie Minogue's concert ?x:-
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SteamBoat
A gang of 14 @
marina bay 's
steamboat.
Tom yum soup ;
ShuYi,
Cornelius, XinYi, ShinYi, Elina & Me.
Chicken soup ;
Dominic, Colin, Victor, JianWen & Serena.The visitor ;
Elaine, WeiHao & his friend.
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Chang - es in me.
Bitch - ED *
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Ming is a tree
Gave my blog a new clothing.
Hope you all will like it yea.
Spent quite sometime editing the skin.
Gonna give it a upgrade at times.
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A sweet quotation from
Ming ;
I'm always a tree.For you. In a forest. Leading you out of the illusion forest. Words curve on me. Heres the way to reality.Conclusion - Ming is a
tree !
((:
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Town ride
Hang out at
town with
Siting &
her classmate.
Settled our dinner & lunch at marche,
before doing some
leg exercise till night.
Any
kind soul ;
willing to give me
a thousand will do
so that i can buy those stuff that
tempted me ?
-) tops
-) shoes
-) hand bag
-) skirts
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Free
Todays' science mcq paper is easy to score.
But i made some
careless mistakes.
Argh ~
Smacks forehead *
At last ;
Papers are cleared.
Free to let our hair down &
enjoy,For the time being.
Jumps *
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Feeling so helpless inside.How i wish i could hold you tight.-
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Chinese sucks
I killed my own
brain cells with
maths.
The questions are challenging
and it
murder my brain cells.
Can't understand the whole
chinese passage.
Chinese simply sucks.
Think i'm gonna
flunk these paper.
>_<~
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He will be <3
I don't mind spending everyday,
Out on your corner in the pouring rain.
Look for the boy with the broken smile,
Ask him if he wants to stay awhile
And he will be loved.
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Screw chinese
One word to describe
chinese paper 1.
Chimology.
At least the letter writting was alright.
But the compo
sucks.
Chinese just gives me
headaches.
Maths paper 1 was quite easy.
Having
physic paper tomolo.
S T U D Y *
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Naggy wong
Miss wong still remember that
she need to spot check us today.
And yet when we saw her during assembly,
we ran away, making her screaming for us.
I'm at the safe line as i sprayed my hair
black.
As for
xinyi's, she got nag by her.
She's so
naggy.
Today's paper was alright.
Having
chinese & maths paper 1 tomolo.
Note ;I hate chinese.
Can someone take over the paper for me ?
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In the rain
Walking in the rain.-
Happy mums' day ;
You're the
greatest !
*
hugs *
<3
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Town
To the
government ;
Please build
more shopping malls
instead of
condominium.
Singapore has
limited land area,
which built limited malls.
Which limit the number of places
that we can hang out.
Siting & i ended up in
town after rotting at kovan.
Nothing much to shop at heartland mall.
We walked from one end of orchard
to the other end.
Plaza Singapura --> Forum.
Hardly will we do that.
Saw
Michelle at kovan.
But she can't
recognise me.
Due to my short hair &
she said that i put on weight.
While she became slim & beautiful.
drool *
Had a long chat with
AhBeewhile waiting for my bus.
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Tiger eats grass ;
by
Siting-
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Incomplete
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me
I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
I've tried to go on like
I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete
I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all
I'm going to be is incomplete
Incomplete.
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Prayers
Went to pay
Jolin a visit.
Hope those
bacteria that are hunting her
will
GET LOST.
And she will
recover real soon.
p r
a y
s *
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Photoshop
I'm getting
photoshopto work with me.
There are lots of things to
explore & try.
But i'm
lazy.
Having
headaches recently.
My brain is going to
burst.
My pussy's puking
blood.
It's so
uncomfortable.
):
I got my hair
trimmed at last !
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Clumsy
I'm
curse with a
younger brotherwho simply loves to act innocent
and claims that he didn't
touch the computer whenever
i switch the monitor on and
it was
hang.
All thanks to those
fcuking gamesthat he play.
ARGH !
They come in a bunch of
8 girlies.
Always sticking together just like
bananas.
They are
nice & helpful.
Thanks for their help today.
I'm really
clumsy eh.
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Sparkling Stars
Wanted to change a new look
for my blog today.
But nothing caught my attention.
I'll do one during the
june holiday.
I
promise *
Jolin is having
unstable feverHer temperature went up & down.
Hope she will
recover real soon.
* prays *Went to Funan with
Siting to
browse at mp3.
In the end didn't grab any.
Took a stroll at suntec and
head to the roof top at esplanade
to gaze at the
sparkling starshanging up high.
So coincidence to see
him there.
(:
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Short tempered
I'm getting more and more
short tempered recently.
My dad gave me a sum of money
to replace my lost mp3.
I'm not taking that.
I'm
responsible for the lost yea.
Miss X
inyi ;
stop
tempting me with
those nicey blogskin.
It's making my hand
itchy.
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