Bitter Sweet Nothing

Saturday, April 30, 2005

Idiot combination

- bball shorts
- football jersey
- slipper.
What kind of combination is this.
Not ~~one~~, but a group of them.
OMG.
Feel like smacking them.
Moreover they are not ~~hand-some~~.
GERRRR ~

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Friday, April 29, 2005

Fallen memories

Social studies & english paper 1.
I didn't elaborate much in
my eassy writting for social studies.
Gonna ~~flunk~~ my social studies.
I reckon.
I screwed my own chinese oral.
I even asked my teacher how to
say hospitality and poly in chinese
as she's asking me what are plans
after my Os.

-

I'm falling into memories of you
and things we used to do.
Follow me there,
A beautiful somewhere.
A place that I can share with you.

-

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Curse

I got hang over yesterday.
All thanks to Jolin & Siting
for taking care of me.
And those massage that Jolin gave
which chase my ~~headaches~~ away.
If not i won't be able to go to school today.

Curse *
whoever stole my mp3 & money
~~flunk~~ all his / her exams &
won't have a ~~good~~ sexual life.

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Fucking turtle

I got caught for
my coloured hair & above knee skirt
to see the principal.
And she ~~warned~~ me to get
it all done during the weekends.
FCUK SHIT.
The fcuking turtle is always
picking on those retainers.
She's always watching us &
complains about us.
She wants to make our life
in school difficult.
FCUK IT.

So damn no mood.
):

-

Merry birthday my beloved Olivia
hug & a kiss *
<3

-

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Hair colour

I was caught for the colours in my hair.
But i ran back to class instead of letting
those ~~discipline member~~ check for good.

Ghim Seng's hair got cut and now he
looks like a nerd.
OMFG.
He's the mocking bird
for our class today.

Gonna study for friday's
social studies & english paper 1
~~mid year exam~~.
So that i can let down my hair
and enjoy myself
for tomolo's chalet.

xD~

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Monday, April 25, 2005

Supermarket

Went from one supermarket to another
to buy bbq's groceries with Siting & Jolin.

Tiring day you know.
So many ~~stuff~~ to buy.
More over the sun is
so horny.
x:

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Hardest thing

Home cooked food are delicious
~(:

-

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can't let you see what you mean to me'
Cause my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you.

-

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Out with mum

Went out with my mum & lil brother
to Juction 8.

- shankieee - HOO-AH! says:
tht
- shankieee - HOO-AH! says:
sooooooo nt u

LMAO.

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Friday, April 22, 2005

Chalet booked

Low Xin Yi ;
She bullied me in class.
She SUCKs *

HUMP !

Went to book chalet with Jolin & Siting.
At ~~downtown east~~.
For next wednesday - friday.
For your info,
it's not my ~~chalet~~.
It's Open for Jolin's classmates.
But i'm invited lah.

tra lalala ~

-

You tore the stitch of my heart
with your sharp finger nails.

-

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Only one

Todays' maths mock exam is a mess.

-

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out
and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one
that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up
I feel like giving up
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

-

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Sunny

The sun is horny today.
It's so HOT.
Anyway,
any kind white chick in the house
willing to ~~suffer~~ under the sun
with me at sentosa ?
It's been quite some time since
i went there to get myself roasted.

I got my ~~navel pierced~~.
At last !
My next aim - tattoo

Miss Jolin,
you're so ~~fortunate~~ to bio mr JL
on your way home.
while i only met him
for less then 5 minutes
at heeren.
x:

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Star Gazing

I admit i have negative attitude towards chinese.
I ~~gave up~~ chinese one year ago,
after my prelim and now i need to retake it
under the command given by the principal.
I won't give a shit to it.
I'm ~~illiterate~~ in chinese.
Can't even read or write simple words.
How you expect me to ~~pass~~ like this ?
Moreover i haven't get in ~~contact~~ with chinese
for like a year ?
I doubt myself.
A D7 is more then merry for me now.
I'll just concentrate on my 4 subjects.

Star gazing at esplanade.
Awww ~
Isn't that sweet ?
>(:
Every star tells a story.

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Monday, April 18, 2005

long journey

Chemistry mock exam today.
The paper is exactly the ~~same~~
as last years' mid year paper.
Most prob i will ~~flunk~~ the paper.
Everything seems familia but nothing
100 % correct is ~~written~~ on it.
Chemistry is my ~~weakness~~.
Must work hard on it yea.

Went to Juction 8 to shop with
Jolin & Siting.

-

You're all over my ~~mind~~.
The you ;
The memories.
It all roll down as tears.

-

+ Merry birthday Annebelle +
<3

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Ice creams

-) strawberry
-) chocolate
-) corn
ICE - CREAMs !

You know those portable carts
that sells ~~ice creams~~ in
cup / bread / biscuit.
It's so yummy !
xD~

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Crowd

No matter rain or shine,
you can spot me at town
every weekends.
Never fail to hang out at ;
- heeren
- cinelesiure
- takashimaya
- far east.

Celebrated Weihao's birthday
one day in advance.
It's been quite some time since we go out in a crowd.

Took lots of neo prints today.
I look sucks in it.
I'm not a ~~photogenic~~.
ARGH !
~~Spoiled~~ the pic.
):

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Friday, April 15, 2005

Silver

After months of ~~struggling~~.
our band's hardwork are
paid off with a
S I L V E R !
nudge *

Hip hip hooray !~

So happy for them.
They made the band proud.
<3

Shuling ;
You're so thin, please eat more.

Siting ;
You see the black ball bu shuang is it?
Shoot them in two times today.

BUT ! We won Jolin twice today,
after ~~long~~ months of warm ups.

LMAO *

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Thursday, April 14, 2005

OUCh

Poke the blue black
and it goes ouch.
Wonder if ~~Elina's~~ teeth
contain mixture of metal.
The ' ~~love~~ bite ' she gave left me with
blue black !

Clara - Jolin - HuiPing - Siting - Me
We are photo craze.
Snapping photos everywhere we go.
Exspecially with a pair of spectale.
But i'm not a ~~photogenic~~.

Tomolo's SYF central judging for our band.
Hope they put in their 101 %
and archieve a silver.
Give it your best shoot
~~Macpherson Sec~~ Band !
((:

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Study.

Just Elina - XinYi - Me
studied in burger king @ parkway
for an hour plus.
~~AMAZED~~ ?
LOL.

Ghim Seng is my pet !
tra - lalala ~

All the best to Shu Ling's school band
in tomolos' SYF central judging.

&

Shankie ;
hope he get well real soon.
bless-ed *

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

5C rox

My buddy was on MC today.
~~CURSE~~ her *
but i'm contented that Hazel's by my side.
she made me feel ~~loved~~.
HAHA ~
After all 5C is a fun loving class.
But more serious-ness is needed.
They are like ~~nuggets~~ in a box.
Hot & crispy.
What a description i have here.
*(:

To YAN ;
I don't own a ~~IPOD~~,
but i own a muvo slim mp3.
N U D E *

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Monday, April 11, 2005

Happy Birthday

I got FATs.
Believe me.
pinch *

Merry birthday
Cornelius
&
Edrick

bless BLESS bless
by me *

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Sunday, April 10, 2005

Town again

Last met ; 7 months ago.
At last, i get to meet up with my
dearest Janet.
Went to town ~~again~~.
Bought a pair of black frame spectacles.
Gonna wear it to school and be a ~~nerd~~.
Tra-lalala *

Shouts ;
SHAKIE ~
I want to pull off your ~~snow cap~~ !

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Dreams

Dreams are opposite of reality.
So i doubt it won't come ~~true~~.

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Window shopping

Window shopping at town
with my beloved girlies.
<3

Photoshop ;
I'm ~~addicted~~ to it.
Gonna explore & hunt.

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Friday, April 08, 2005

Pampered

Pampered myself with
- a pair of nike shoes
- a necklance
- two pairs of ear rings
from Queensway.

Wore a bball pants & a tee to play pool.
Sponser by Jolin.
LOL.
My pool skills got from bad to worst.
while Siting is getting more & more fierce.
OMG !
r u n s *

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Thursday, April 07, 2005

On mc

I'm on
MC
today.

You're hidden behind me *

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

sick

-) sore eyes
-) high fever
-) sore throat
-) flu

walking in the rain.

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Leg muscles

My legs muscles are aching.
All thanks to Mr Edzra for giving us 100 times of knee bent.

There's this indian guy at the roti prata shop below my house,
Who looks like SHANK.
Big eyes & tan-ED.
Just that he got a bush of mustache.
x:

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Monday, April 04, 2005

Fate

Do you believe that
two parallel lines will meet one day ?

HMMM.

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Tortured

I got physically TORTURED
by M I N G
at causeway point.
A big fat ass bully that love big bad love.
)):

# I have fallen into the trap.

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Red Paint

Help out in the process of painting his room with
R U S T Y - R E D - P A I N T.
Over and over again.

P R A Y E R s ;
# Olivia's uncle will drift away from ~~danger~~.
# Her granny will be fine.
l i s t e n - t o - i t *

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Friday, April 01, 2005

long journey

It's a long long journey.
Hold my hand and
walk with me will you ?

f l a s h - b a c k s.

^hisbeautifuldisaster; -

Beautiful Disaster

Saturday, April 30, 2005

Idiot combination

Friday, April 29, 2005

Fallen memories

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Curse

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Fucking turtle

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Hair colour

Monday, April 25, 2005

Supermarket

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Hardest thing

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Out with mum

Friday, April 22, 2005

Chalet booked

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Only one

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Sunny

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Star Gazing

Monday, April 18, 2005

long journey

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Ice creams

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Crowd

Friday, April 15, 2005

Silver

Thursday, April 14, 2005

OUCh

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Study.

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

5C rox

Monday, April 11, 2005

Happy Birthday

Sunday, April 10, 2005

Town again

Dreams

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Window shopping

Friday, April 08, 2005

Pampered

Thursday, April 07, 2005

On mc

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

sick

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Leg muscles

Monday, April 04, 2005

Fate

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Tortured

Red Paint

Friday, April 01, 2005

long journey

Exit

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