Thursday, March 31, 2005

Nuggets

There are lots of nuggets in my class.
Behind me there's one.
Always cocking around.
Teachers are nice & friendly.
Let's start clicking.

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Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Slowing down

I'm slowing down my pace.
Met up with common test & NAFA - 2.4km run.
Just first day of school.
There will be more ahead.
):
C R I E S *

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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Got Caught

+_)(*&^%$#@!~
D.I.Y black hair.
All thanks to xinyi.

Any kind soul willing to stab me and go to jail for free?
Please leave me a TAG.
Thanks.

One word ;
R E G R E T
):

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Monday, March 28, 2005

The Eye 10

W A R N I N G :
10 ways to encounter ghost.
Don't ever try it, cause there's no turning back.

[ T H E - E Y E 10 ]

Gonna adapt to a new surrounding.
Tuning the alarm in my body.
Irreversible decision.

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Sunday, March 27, 2005

Fight

Prepare for the battle.

It's either a win or a lose.

Gonna fight for it.

Y E A H !

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Saturday, March 26, 2005

tearing fantasy

Town is a place where three - quarter of teenage population will hang out. and we occupied 0.00001 of them.
(:
I'm tearing away my fantasy, the fantasy i used to have.

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Friday, March 25, 2005

east cost park

Went futher down this time. all thanks to aikming's contribution of energy. if not i will be die-ing in ECP. my shoes spoiled on the way down. have to ride bare footed. guess what, i feel sexy with my legs naked.
HAHA ~

I'll be a highly motivated student. YESH !
I s w e a r *
I'm repeating my time, and will you repeat yours ?

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Thursday, March 24, 2005

hais-ation

I dreamt of you this morning. but they say dreams are always opposite of reality. and obviously i know it won't happen. humans do anything for love, even though it hurts. why bother to water the flower even though it wilt.

H A I S .

I'm back to the starting point. gonna recapture everything all over again.

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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

winding road

It's been dino years since we last have a gathering with elaine, willard and the other chaps. went for some healthy lifestyle games like bowling & pool. HAHA. exercise our hand muscles.
Shank is booking out tomolo. can't wait to see this botak head. giggles *

The winding road ahead is covered with haze. i can't see it clearly.

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

disappointment

Successfully Failed in JAE application.

HAIS ~

It's all a disappointment.

l o s t - s o u l *

))':





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Monday, March 21, 2005

weddings' bells

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People turn the world upside down insearch for the other half. They gone through thick and thin for true love. Marriage is all about being together under one roof. how your lil home will be build with happiness rolling in and problems to be solve with two pair of hands. May the couple be bless with happiness and loving ever after.

Shank called me just now. he's booking out this coming thursday and is charging back on sunday. booked him on thursday. looking forward to see his botak head. giggles *

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Sunday, March 20, 2005

Jeremy

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I'm crazy over a boy name Jeremy. isn't he hardworking ? that's my boy during weekends. what are you all thinking? i'm his tuition teacher.

Everything feels cold to me.
I'm choked with memories.
Save me out . . .

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Saturday, March 19, 2005

spongebob


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Who lives in pineapple under the sea ? SpongeBob Square Pants. a kid yet be a man. that's what this two fellas are. a cocky movie that is enjoyed by all ages. it made you LMAO all the way.



Maybe i'm asking for too much to organise a trip to zoo which i always wanted. as what she said, not everyone got the coins in their pocket & the urge to enjoy themselves there. but why must you tell me there's a time slot for me this saturday when you fucking have an appointment with other friends. you're always telling me you're BUSY. got so irritated when you said that. being like a business woman while i feel like some rotting cheese. it seems like i mean nothing to you. you got your own friends while i got my own algaes & moulds. tears just roll down )':

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Friday, March 18, 2005

e m o ti o n al

Beautiful half shape moon surrounded by pretty stars twinkling up high. Recapturing the memories i had. so many passersby in my life. all left with foot prints. taste of bitter & joy. nobody stays. nothing's lasting. feel so empty ; so untrue . . occupy me will you ?
Mr shank miss called me 3 times while i'm outside & i didn't feel the vibration.
ARGH !
/me smack butt head. hope to receive his call soon.

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bike license

HIPP HIPP HUURAYYY ~
three cheers for michelle. claps* ming & xinyi are my bike instructors and they have successfully trained me to get my bike license. Ps: bang-ing into anything infront of me is still a 50 / 50 possibility. which means that i'm still unstable. which also means that i need more practices. muahahaha~ as for weihao, he can officially be a fisherman. and for the whole night i have been going
GEE GEE GAA GAA *

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Thursday, March 17, 2005

d r e ss ed

Simple & nice . pinkish though. but i LIKE ;x

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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

l i f ee

The road is endless, the path is long, the journey is far. we're just a quarter way down when everything will come to an end when age. life is full of ups & downs. god created it to let us taste the feeling of bitter ; sweet ; sour & spicy -ness. and that is how we get to learn lots of things in life. carrying it and applying it as we walk on. learn from our mistakes & grow stronger. so many problems to solve & so much obstacles to go through. all these are part & parcel of life. everything's fated and there's a book written. cherish everything & conqure your world. Keep those memories a side and taste it some time. The pain will be over, i promise.

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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

m a th s

BAHHHHH ~
133 days back ; i was touching all sorts of ten years series & notes, struggling with 'O' level. and 133 days later, i'm still touching my ten years series & textbooks preparing & revising for my up coming re-take of 'O' level. recapping every single formulas & steps that i had learn for the past 4 years and applying it with those questions circled.

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Monday, March 14, 2005

h i dd e n

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BOoOOoO !
A show that freaks child out and it goes BOOO ~ You may not be the one that i'm looking for, but you're the one that i miss & think most. To her : i may not be good at words, but i'm definitely the someone who cares & worry about you. i promise to be 24 - 7 by your side. listening to your sorrows & finds a way out step by step, bit by bit. hoping for sun shine after the rain. sent some guidance ; knock some sense.
a m e n *

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s a fe t y . f ir s t

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There's a news reoprt on sweaty palms and its cure at a chinese clinic. my mum brought me there as usual insearch for hope. the doctor prescribed 19 herbs in all and the medicines will be cooked and sent to my door step tomolo. the medicine gonna be BITTER ): gonna be back there weekly for checkups. WARNING : don't ever ride a two people bicycle with mr ming as he will trick you with dirty ticks & give you heart attacks like what i received today. i'm such a rotten bitch who doesn't have a bike license. he & xinyi are BIG BULLIES >_<

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Sunday, March 13, 2005

w a lk & s h op

It's been like months since i last went out with my mum. went all the way to jurong point with her & my lil brother for a shop. didn't get to go there for quiet some time. but at last i get to step into the bus full of sorrows (154) & a place full of memories today. nothing much change over there. still as crowded as before due to a saturday. saw lots of hello kitty chains as told by jolin but all aren't sweet & kawaii enough that i like. HA. such choosy taste i have >(:

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Saturday, March 12, 2005

w ee e e

Shankie sms-ed me. when he told me he won't be brining his hp into camp. he blardiee kuku ((:

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Thursday, March 10, 2005

e mo t io n al

I cried over a half an hour show. how emotional can i get ? ): shank's charging into NS tomolo. gonna miss his calls & nonsenses. bless him in there with mosqitoes & gays. HA. i'm such a blaster !

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Wednesday, March 09, 2005

g oo d ie m e

Called up for a game of majong at wei hao's house in the evening. home stay for yesterday & tomolo. see i`m such a goodie girl ;))

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h i t c h



On a date with Yvonne. that`s where catching up starts to come. it`s been years since we last went out together and both of us have really changed alot eh. caught a movie Hitch. that`s where love stories & shity staff comes in. a 3 stars movie i give. went to take neo prints. you hardly see me doing that cause i`m not a photogenic. i remembered putting my freshly baked neo prints in the bag, but the next minute when i look for it, it was GONE. ;< the whole of orchard has gave us turn upside down. town is BORED so we head to macpherson hawker to settle our dinner instead with stringray. mouth watering xD~ 

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Sunday, March 06, 2005

s w e a r

Damn. i`m getting more and more emotional. or is it due to my red water. hope everything will be fine for the both of them. prays* poison swear ; i`m gonna win miss jolin in pool by killing or raping. i don`t care.

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Saturday, March 05, 2005

e x is t en c e

Went to jin kayu again with jolin & siting, filled our table with food and ate it with complains with foods pushing around. head to compass point for a walk before heading back to the starting point to change a bus back home. it all flashes again.

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k a y u

JAE application sented ; business IT ( ngee an & temasek poly ) limited choice with my limited grades. hope my application is outstanding. went to play pool with jolin & siting at our same old place. and my pool skills is down grading. i need a upgrade yea ! met shankie at jalan kayu for pratas and got our ass stuck there with some jokes while eating. exactly one week more to go before shank left for NS. gonna miss his nonsenses & craps ;<

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Friday, March 04, 2005

w is h i ng w e ll

Went for a career exhibition. nothing much interest us as those courses are way out of our mind. and today is my dateline for planning. here goes my plan ; apply for business IT both in ngee an & temasek poly. while waitin for the good or bad news, i`ll start to touch on the two subjects that i` m retaking which is maths & science (chemistry & physic). wish me luck yea
<3 me

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Thursday, March 03, 2005

p s yc h o lo gy

Attended a speech on diploma in applied psychology. interesting course eh but the career path is very narrow. you get to dig into human mind and understand their behaviour & character. behaviour of a human is influenced by both environment & people. B = PE. with the stress and mental torture that a person received, it may lead them to illness like high blood pressure and even psycho-ly destroy. a course that can be take up as an interest but not a career to me.

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Wednesday, March 02, 2005

s e a r ch i ng

Went to ngee an poly and nanyang poly insearch for a wishing well but i found no hope except for buckets of water. 0h cheese & waffles. i`m just a FAT HOPE anyway. sighs *

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Tuesday, March 01, 2005

n i gh t m a re

The nightmare is here. got my results today. badly done. all thanks to my combine science ( E8 ) & my combine humans ( D7 ) just one more subject to pass and get more variety of choices in poly courses. now i can go no where. more to the ite side eh. internet stated i`m fit in getting business IT but it`s not an assure. there are much more fighters out there with better grades when i`m just in the catalogue of FAT HOPE.

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